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从<<叶甫盖尼 . 奥涅金>>听说的

然而想起来确是令人悲苦,
我们白白地辜负了青春,
我们时刻都是青春的叛徒.
而青春也欺骗了我们;
我们的许多最美好的愿望.
和我们的许多新鲜的确梦想,
在倏忽之间,便烟消云散,
象秋天腐烂的落叶一般,
真难容忍啊,你面前只有
长长一串餐饭,吃过又吃,
对生活,如同对待一种仪式,
尾随着循规蹈矩的人流
向前走,而你和他们之间
既无激情,也无共同观点.

明天,是的我的朋友,明天我来看你了.
对不起,是我来晚了,说好了每年都来看你的...
可是高三你应该明白的,不能来的,我怕父母为我担心.
更怕自己乱了心绪.
可是无论如何我来了,就在明天,替你擦去三年来的寂寞,孤独,你怪我吗?
还怪我吗?还怪我吗?你不说,也不怪.
因为原本就无所谓对错,
对吗?
我的朋友,我的朋友,我的朋友,我的朋友...
 
明天我就能见到你了,
见到你的脸,如此英俊的脸,三年来你看看我吧,我有没有改变呢?
你呢?永远就只是那么向我们微笑对吗?永远那么英俊...那么漂亮...
可又似笑非笑,别哭好吗?
哭,全世界你便独自哭吗?
你多傻,至少我也陪你哭了...你知道吗?

回来的车上,泪水涌出来,涌出来,我擦都擦不掉,
热的热的永远铺满脸,你知道吗?
我最好的朋友,我永远记得你母亲这么告诉我,我在你心中的位置,
我永远记得你母亲的憔悴,
你走了,我们要好好得活着,替你好好得活着...
你没能看见这一切,我替你看着,
心理想着,以后一定把你的父母当成自己的父母照顾,
可是看到他们就想起你,我的心就完全碎了,人不能呼吸...
我不能,不能再见他们.
他们也不能在见我,因为见我他们会想到的是...
抱歉我逃了...因为我真的怕,怕再见你母亲,听你父亲的话.
 
樱花日记,大家笑你,没人理解你.
再见,从来不说的再见,
明天说的再见.
你和人争斗,我不在场,我没有追,她告诉我.
我说没事的,
电话,母亲,我说没事的,
我以为一切都没什么,
但是一切不是如此...
如果我说一开始就有事,母亲说过,也许结局不同,
所以后来,你知道吗,什么我都担心的要死,什么都担心的要死,
生怕,生怕,生怕.
 
如今一切都远了,那么远...
 
我已经不再怪自己...
 
本来想带着胜利的喜悦爱看你呢,抱歉我又没赢,你有没有保佑我啊?
本来想告诉你我有心上的人呢,抱歉我也还没赢,你有没有保佑我啊?
我手中空空,心中空空的来见你,会生气吗?
 
你不在的第二年,发生了很多事...
你一定看得见,那段日子,仿佛毁了一般,想你能理解.
知不知道,我也差点丢了命啊,是你托了一把对吗,否则我就真的来陪你了.
后来我参加了辩论,冠军,重拾信心,生活的,生命的,
并发誓好好珍惜.
爱情的感受被辩论冲淡了,很坚强,虽然仍不得以...
但不论如何,站起来,就再也不倒下了!
 
再后来,高三,华政,风华正茂.
满意吧!
这一隔我的生活真的已经有了很多改变,你看不得到呢?
现在,我依然在辩论,因为他对我有特殊的意义,我总对每个人这么说!
女孩呢?知道你想知道...只是么...哈哈
 
你又在呵呵的笑了,笑起来眼睛眯成一条,天真,英俊,上帝把你造的那么好,又把你招回去.
许是太累了吧...
 
我也累了,慢慢会都忘记吗?
忘记的已经明白,不是错误...
说好了和你喝酒的,一说就是三年,明天陪你啊,其他时候我不愿再碰那东西.
你用一包烟搪塞了,任何时候我都不会去试.
呵呵...

要一切安好

要一切安好

In The End

In The End


One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know

time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal

Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though
I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
a memory of a time when I tried so hard
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me

Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me

In the end
You kept everything inside and even though
I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
a memory of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

 
end
 
 
想叫的我是个哑巴


 

Somewhere I Belong

Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy, the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to loose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I?)
What do I have but negativity?
Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else
until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

Somewhere I belong
 
END
 
想叫的我是个哑巴

忘记的人没有错,随便的人没有错,忽略的人没有错...

一生中最沉痛的一天笼过来,而用心的事和在意的人啊,却慢慢远离...
 
 
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